I love her deeply and miss her profoundly. The problem is I don't really want her as a lover. It's not doable. I Feel agony when she's in my life.
The way I look at her is....I almost worship her body,but she won't let me see her naked. I was selfish by rejecting her but it hurt soooo much keeping her around. Now I hurt from not seeing her at all. Please give me your take on it.
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