I am married. Been unhappy probably 12 years. 2 small children. I work in a field dominated by men. Recently I was assigned to work with a very confident, powerful, married man. Innocent attraction and flirting began. He made the first move, texting me in the evenings, going beyond work related discussion, tempted me. I was unhappy, I wanted to be 'in love' and let myself fall for him. It was amazing for about 2-3 months. I couldn't wait to see him, work was a joy, all aspects of my life were happy. We never had s*x, all emotional with some very hot kissing here and there. I fell in love. He started the whole thing, but says he loves his wife. He's the most amazing father I've ever seen and I know he wants to keep his family, but I am still baffled at what he wanted with me. He criticizes me for being too emotional and says he never wanted to be in love. Well I guess I did, not necessarily with him, but he made it sooo easy. We have ended all 'inappropriate' behavior, but I cannot stop thinking of him, I do anything to get his attention and want him back in a romantic way. Working together regularly and being 'good' friends is making me crazy because all I want to do is grab his hand, drink in the smell of his cologne and get lost in his eyes. How do I end this? I have to work with him. I know I need to be strictly work friends with him, but I just can't stop myself from stalking him online, walking where I know he'll be and dressing up to impress him. I just keep hoping I'll find that trigger that will bring his attention to me and he won't be able to resist. I don't want his family ruined, I just want his attention when he is not with them.
Tags: affair, emotional, Married, WOMAN
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