If someone is reading this now,
I’m writing here because im feeling like ending my life and i can't cope with it anymore. :(
I don’t have any friends and I’m feeling so sad and alone...many times i am in tears...
I am just wondering if you could please be my friend or give me some advice maybe.
Thanks a million, and waiting for your reply.
Kind regards,
Oksana.
(devushkanet@mail.com)

dude. i feel that way all the time....like no one understnad and you don't feel like living anymore. that your the onlyone who understnads. Your partents don't listen to you when you know your calling out for help. You just feel like life could be so easy if you didn't have to deal with anything. That life would we so easy. but i have tried not to think about my life and how it would change for the better for me but thought about how my friends and family would feel if i did somehting so extream and what would happen to them. I feel for you and i really mean that. Some poeple have said some things that are mean but you know what they are right. Im sory they have been so mean but maby thats what you need...you just need someome to read what you have to say. i think that this whole writting it down for someone to read and reply to is somethin that you needed. YOu just wanted to be hear by someone. And my like someone else said..maby you do just need some pitty .... but you know what we are all intitled to it. Now i don't know what your situation is at home..but i have looked at your pic and i mean may idk why you dont't have a girl...you not ugly at all...well i understnad everything your saying and feeling...i feel the same way and you jsut need to take some time...right things down....

and example of somethign i have done before was i was so mad at my mom i was pissed i was done i didn't want to live any more...so i wrote a letter to her... i said everythgin i wanted to say to her face but didn't have the guts to say....i wrote it down...and i put it in an envelope and i threw it away. I don't know how but someone it made me feel better. JUst the other night i wrote a letter to my whole family and how i felt about them and how they made me feel i typed it and then i didnt'' save it but writing it down is just as good as actually saying it.

Just do that or just think about how they would feel. save them and be bigger then the people that are putting you down. NOw if you want meds im sure you can do that too. but getting over it with out meds will make you feel even better when you get passed this. I really hope you read this and listen to what i have to say.. I have saved other people in the past. I really ahve and ik all you need is someone to take to and share someone who wont talk unless or untile you want to hear what they have to say and if you want to talk then find someone to talk too. If you have to get a pet and talk to them... I have done that before and felt better...

really listen to what everyone has said. and reamember or realize that we are all or almost all of us are strangers... ik i don't know any of them..but anyway... all of us don't know you and we still feel bad and dont want this to happen now what would happen if you did that to your paretns...when we feel bad and we dont't even know you...

think and do....and talk to act...

(love your pics by the way)

hey :) my name is Garo, i don't know in wich country you live, but if you were living in russia; the "skin heads" would have killed you; not cause u're black but cause u're a foreigner!!!!! beleive me!! i'm white and having problems with them!
i have a suggestion : search for "St Charbel"; he's Lebanese and i'm 110% sure that he'll help you!!
email me with ur news plz: garomomdjian@hotmail.com

Talk to a couselor at school... that's what they are there for. There are also suicide hotlines you can call cause they will have the best advice. If you're really serious then you need help asap. Call your doctor, somebody, anybody. Just DON"T DO IT

Please don't kill yourself! I know that life seems hard and everything, but I went through a time like that, too. It goes away, focus on the positives, not the negatives. You are smart, so you are obviously on your way to a very good future. Just wait until you get out of the house. And things will change for you. I promise.

You've helped others feel good about themselves, and that is a great thing. Things change and I guarantee you things will be much different in 5 years or less. Life can become very interesting, but sometimes hard times come before the interesting stuff comes, but it always comes. You just have to hang around long enough to get to it.

well im a girl. im half black. you sound like a great person to me. only 5'10"? thats pretty tall to me. your smart, tall, black, and you are brave enough to put this on here. i would love to talk to you about it more. im me or email me. please

I no what u r feeling i use to cut. my mom doesn't care. i hide how i feel from the world but do great in school same as you have a lot of friends. i want to end my life soon as well. I think about suicide a lot. The only thing I can think of is to tell ur parents so they can get u help just cuz my mom wont listen to me maybe ur parents will believe how u feel and help you. Tell someone anybody could help when i told someone she tried to get my mom to understand it didn't work but i have someone to talk to that feels the same to help me out some. So if u want someone to talk to feel free to email me. suicidalteen92@yahoo.com

You say you deserve to die, and yet you felt confident enough to post not one, but three pics of yourself. You're a nice looking guy, btw.

Being a good friend doesn't always cut it these days, unfortunately. Nowadays, people are pretty selfish, I think. So the lack of kindness you get in return isn't so odd. It's pretty much the way the world has become. :(

On a good note, sooner or later a kind person WILL recognize you for who you are. From what you've written, I see that your writing is impeccable. I see that you are a kind individual who cares about others. And that you just need to be known for the good things that you are.

I want you to do me a huge favor, ok? Write down ALL the things that make you a good person (just for yourself to read) What is it about you that makes you so good? Be conceited- it's ok. This will help you take note of what the world would be missing. When you're done with that, pamper yourself since no one else seems to do it for you.

And promise us that you will- without a doubt- get some professional help immediately. Like others have said, it will work wonders.

I wish you the best.

what r the pics for?

and dont u dare think about succide!!!

thats a long road!!

imagine ur self driving.

than u c a turn left singh and u decide to go striaght.

u jump off a cliff

what do u think happens?

friends and familes r sad!!!

(bad exuse srry)

go to the doctor for meds

Maybe Try seeing a counseler Dont suicide I bet You will make many people sad if u do. my son commited suicide and it destroyed me you look like a nice handsome young man go out there and enjoy life while it lasts

i think you should go to sleep.. seriously it works, and then if your not better i think you should go to a therapist and maybe things will work out. because why would you need to do that? go join the peace core! that will make you feel better :)

me too but i couldnt do it so try to hang on maybe something good will happen soon who knows

Look, there are some people who go through the same thing as you. And, I know, I can't say, that I feel the same way about my adversities, but I do have similar ones. Yet, you can't just go and end it all, you'll learn from this, you'll grow from this.

I can understand why it can be so hard to be optimistic as you grow older, because every thing's going against you, but there are people who are willing to help you out, man.

Sometimes, it's a spur of the moment type thing, where you think you know what you're talking about but you do not. Seriously, just breathe in and think about what you're doing.

Maybe, you just need to find someone out there that's willing to talk. Please, re-evaluate what you're trying to do.

It's weird, but if you can't find anyone locally, I'm more than happy to chat through AIM or myspace, to help someone out.

i feel that way too sometimes, like death will save you from a lifetime of problems.

u cute tho. find a girl.

<3

Dude, don't do this to yourself. If you don't have friends who you can count on for emotional support get some new ones. And if your doing good in school and passing your AP classes then your do great in life after school.And as someone who believes in equality for everyone regardless of race or belief, I have to scold you for saying that blacks are a disappointment in our society.

If you want to talk to someone about your problems make an online friend that you could talk to.

aww. love dont be so negative u seem like a really sweet kid and i wish u could see the more positive things in life....but don't ever feel hatred towards urself and never ur race...be proud of who u are and where u came from....im sure everybody feels really negative about themselves some time n i know i sure did but u should really get into some type of counseling....tell ur parents how u feel and i know it's not easy but they can be ur best friends when u need them....and if u don't want to tell them everything ask them to help u find a counselor or phychiatrist that can help u through the cloudiness because trust me things are never as bad as they seem and if u just need to talk feel free to email me at deepinluvwithim@yahoo.com.... things can and will get better there are many more good things to come.... and get educated on ur roots because to tell u the truth, part of the reason why ppl are so negative towards black people is becuase they have so much to offer.....look at the music, food and cultures that have come from ur race and be proud of what u can contribute to the wolrd....take that negative energy u get from others and propel it into something useful let it be the fuel that drives ur ambition and u can acheive greatness but u must learn to love urself first....

much much luv....

honestly, why do you insist on making your life difficult. i have seen too many people talk about suicide! i dont see why people keep thinking suicide is the right answer to any problem! you are acting like one of the kids that is doing that pity-party feel-sorry-for-me thing! i am so tired of it! why do you people insist that your life isnt worth living?! why can you not accept that life is meant to be lived, and enjoyed!? you people are so enveloped in your own sad mental stages, and your horrible lives that you dont see all there is to be greatful for! i know, i sound mean and rude, and horrible, and i normally dont, but i am so sick and tired of hearing people talk about commting suicide and going on about how horrible life is, and how they cant find meaning in life. that is nothing to commit suicide for. you just have to open your eyes and see all the good around you, instead of letting your mind be clouded by a veil of pessimism! why is it so difficult for people to grasp the fact that the world is not fair to anybody, and why cant they see the good in it as well as the bad. they are both pronounced, but you just have to look at them. it just makes me so mad that people are so ignorant in their lives. when you look at your life, you see all the bad. when i look at your life, i think how lucky you are, just to be alive and walking. it is a gift to be alive, and to think, and to know, and to feel. no, it is not always pleasant, but you have to take the bad with the good, or you wont appreciate the good when it is present. so, if you do decide to commit suicide, think about this, and at least try to figure out if it really is worth it... going into the unknown instead of living your only life. as for how you look, there is nothing wrong with you. maybe the girls dont respect you because they know that you dont respect yourself. or, maybe you just havent given them cause to. life is not just about gaining, it is about living and learing while doing so.

if i sounded mean, i meant to, but i didnt mean any particular offense to any specific person or race, or religion, or gender, or speices. (i hope that sums it up well enough)

i hope you learn to live, laugh, and love, and i also hope the rest of your days are filled with happiness!

-Angel

see a psychiatrist immediately. you wont regret it

See a psychiatrist, get some help. Become a comedian... if you want...

why dont you prove people wrong by not killing yourself

chris you are a huge idiot i swear... lol

awww omg ur so freakin cute!!! why do you think bein black is disapointing you cant let people get to you!!!

who cares if girls dont talk to you or whatever the problem is you just havent met the right person....hey my parents didnt respect me either and i was really close to commiting suicide too but instead you kno wut i did??

i used every bad thing thats ever happen to me and every mean thing people hav told me as fuel

i got soooo strong by doin that, that when i turned 18 i moved out and got my on place jus me a 3 bedroom condo and a car with no1s help!

and im living the dream right now.....goin 2 college tryin to be succesful

thats all you need 2 do jus surround yourself with nice people that r gunna make you happy and try 2 b positive!

i don see nothing wrong with you your smiling in your pics lol and everything u seemm lik a sweetheart that jus needs sum1 to talk to to help bring you up....

if you kill yourself youll never kno what is right around the corner...something amazing could happen real soon!! :)

im here for ya if you wanna talk...seriously ....pllz contact me

my email is: jade561561

or my myspace: myspace.com/mzdavinci

don't click the links, they are viruses

You need professional help, talk to a counselor.

well that sucks... but killing yourself won't solve anything...you'll just burn in hell...turn to God...or talk to someone...call a suicide hotline....whatever you do...don't kill yourself... email me if you want to talk. you have too much to live for

See a psychologist!

you'll go through success soon! You will be rich, have a nice family soon. Don't give up! I want to have AP classes. I only have one. You're still young. There is someone out there who cares for you. If they hear you die, how do they feel? Of course sad, they would say: "I should have done something about it". Why don't you try to think of the positive side in life? Get help.

calm downn!!

i kno someone who commtied suisidee!!

and NOO!!!

its hard for the people tat love u to get tthru it!!

i knoooo!! trust me!!

JUST DONTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dont u have any goals?? want a family??? explore the world???? DO NOTTTTT!

just go get PROFESENNAIL helpp

sorry bad spellin

and DONT!

you are to young and way to handsome to kill your self

this may look bad but it do get better.please don't worry about

things that you don't have control over .believe it or not what your are feeling is part of life

and you can get pass this and many more to come.AMEN

you can't crash god's party which means

you can't go to heaven unless you are invited.

keep your head up little brother

theres nothin wrong w/ bein. black. im black 2 but anywayz i dnt really no u but everybody has a purpose. i no life aint always good but it happens 2 everybody. n if u killed urself im sure lots of ppl would care. hey find me on myspace. jus search the name hannah smilez n we can talk. jus plz plz plz dnt do it.

Listen to me please, I wanted to commit suicide a long time ago too. Remember this, killing yourself does not solve problems at all. Please don't kill yourself, you are a very cute guy with a lot of things going for you. You should try reading some self help books or try calling the suicide hotline 1-800-SUICIDE. Look at it this way, at least you're not some homeless bum, you can do lots of things with your life, you could be a politician or a scientist. PLEASE DON'T DO IT!!!!

Im sorry you do this i did the same! it sucks and you can't control it but killing your self isn't going to make it better, sure you might fell better but people do love you even if you dont think they do! they don't need to cry thier whole life becuz you were to much of a cowerd to help yourself!!!!

please don't kill yourself! get help or something! i know at times life gets tough but killing yourself will not make it better.there's nothing wrong with the way you look in the pics. just do something other than killing yourself please!